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14 more days to waves 13!

SP Dance Concert: Waves 13 presents, SOLE SEARCHING. Singapore Polytechnic Convention Centre, 8th November 2008, 7pm. Tickets are going at $10. Contact me if you're interested! Or leave a comment on this post :)
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I've changed blog once again. Ask me.

I had my pudding milk tea. My love for my sec 3/4 life. I lost my phone and found it again (I dropped it in the car. Hahaha.) I talked to gf last night though she had to study for Os :) I am listening to I Still Believe by Hayden Panettiere my favourite song in sec 4. Haha. I even dedicated it to all my visually_addictive readers for valentines last year. I am like living out my secondary school life. Seriously, I used to talk to gf at night, study/hang out with Denise and my phone was stolen in secondary school. Not bad, eh. Just like secondary school. Except that nothing seems to be affecting my mood now. I'm like forever happy. So cool. I like, I like :D Oh, but I hate livejournal. I'm sure Kerry would agree. Am going to change blog soon (like maybe now). New blog for a new start, yay.

Should I get an ipod nano chromatic? (The colours are like shit though. Creative colours nicer.) Or a Creative Zen Vision W? I wanna get a WiFi phone too. Haha. Nokia 5800 or E71. Of course the 71 is cooler but the screen so smallish :/ No idea. I want to cook Bryan's Mac&Cheese. I went to church today. Am happy cause I saw my lovely sec 4 babies :) And Chiams gave me Cadbury Creme Brulee :D And I had fun at dinner because of wugeren! And I love talks with Denise. And her brother is cute. I like his eye. Omg. I can't believe I just typed that. Totally random. Ben ate frogs leg. It's nice. Denise hates it cause it's vein-y. Haha. And I thought you would change but I guess insensitive jerks will always remain insensitive jerks. But I'm sorry I made you cry. First time. Haha. We're even now. I am so evil. Okay. Shit post. Byebye.

I keep getting a migraine at the same spot whenever the same thing happens.
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'The importance of things can be measured by how much time we are willing to invest in them. The more time you give to something, the more you reveal its importance and value to you. If you want to know a person's priorities, just look at how they use their time.
Time is your most precious gift because you only have a set amount of it. You can make more money but you can't make more time. When you give someone your time, you are giving them a portion of your life that you'll never get back. Your time is your life. That is why the greatest gift you can give someone is your time.
It is not enough just to say relationships are important; we must prove it by investing time in them. Words alone are worthless. 1 John 3:18 says "Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth." Relationships take time and effort, and the best way to spell love is "T-I-M-E."
The most desired gift of love is not diamonds or roses or chocolate. It is focused attention. Love concentrates so intently on another that you forget yourself at that moment. Attention says, "I value you enough to give you my most precious asset - my time." Whenever you give your time, you are making a sacrifice, and sacrifice is the essence of love.
You can give without loving, but you cannot love without giving. John 3:16 says "God so loved the world that he gave...." Love means giving up - yielding my preferences, comfort, goals, security, money, energy, or time for the benefit of someone else.'
~Adapted from The Purpose Driven Life.
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Am reminded about what Evan taught me 2 years ago. 'Give without taking.' Stayover soon after stupid Os! Anyway, I suddenly feel like playing Hey Banja! Haha. So random, but it’s stupid to play it alone at home. Hahaha. Friggin’ hilarious just thinking about it. Sports camp people play with meeeee :) I'm so proud of myself because I cooked my sister mushroom and herb pasta for lunch, tied her hair, got her changed into school uniform, taught her how to do her homework and sent her to school :) OH YEAH. Any PL lites wanna attend Founders Day Service? Let's go together. I kinda miss founders ): I feel like having Scoopz at PP with the TLBC people. And did I mention that I bought a super bright pink bikini yesterday. Sihui was tempting me. Hahaha. I'm supposed to save money please.
Oh man, I miss a lot of people because I haven't seen them for so longggg. I miss the clique. I miss ROZAND, my pretty! I miss Shan. I miss my gf. I miss my stickypartner. I miss AbbyBaby. I miss my disgusting burper :) I miss my Queenie. I miss Den. I miss AMA. I miss Chiams. I miss Dee. I miss Dori. I MISS MILES! I miss wy. I miss my abit-too-small bung! I miss TLBC people. I miss my seniors and juniors ): I miss Manta! (I didn't expect myself to say that.)
And lastly, I miss you guys

Photo credits: Jamie and Sabrina
Yay. My earrings from Fredflare have arrived! And I'm meeting the clique at vivo today. Okay, I need a Boost juice.
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But I still miss your summer perfume
This cold air brings in such a distance to us
Such a painful distance
And I'm still waiting for you to say you hate me now
So I don't have to, hold on to this burning heart
This burning heart is getting old, getting old
And while I'm sitting on this cold kitchen floor,
Head down to hide the tears,
I've realized
I've finally realized that you were never meant for me.

Today I met darling Dee :) I miss her like loaddddssss. She's been studying for promos and they're finally over so yay. I remember how we used to study together for Os at Kovan Macs and stare at YY sec guys. Haha. And that girl who told my friend that I was a bitch when she didn't even know me is pregnant now. Hohohohohohohoho. We had Bratwursts for lunch then walked to town. Istana was having open house today so we decided to go in and check it out. But the sign outside said that shorts and slippers weren't allowed so we couldn't enter. Awwww ): Anyway, we shopped around and I MET HER BOYFRIENDDDD :) Haha. Met him for the first time! So cool. Dorita hasn't met him yet and Cheryl only caught a glimpse so I'm the first one. Teehee. I bought her a hair clip from the better toy store. Had a great time catching up with her. I'm so happyyyyyy todayy.
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I need Frolick. Catching up with the clique this Friday, shopping with Sihui on Monday and Clarke Quay with my PL babes next week :D I can't wait :) :) :) And I absofreakinglutely can't wait for Semester 2 to start! I can't wait to study again. Oh yes, DHRMP people, remember to choose your GEMS on 7th Oct!
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I might just be the only one stupid enough to do things to make myself upset. Oh, and have you ever tried lying to yourself about how much you hate someone? It's quite fun.

I think I have a thing for hot photographers. First was the one at Zouk. This time it's the one at the fashion show on Wednesday and I heard he was looking for me yesterday :D Omg. I think I seriously depressed.

Dance today was ok. Amanda injured her leg. Please take care of your leg, baby! I don't wanna see you cry anymore. Lunch was fun. And not as if you'll ever read this but thanks for the peanut butter donut, Brian! Now I'm known as a potato cause they say that when they speak to me in Chinese, I look at them as though they've just spoken to me in Greek. EH! At least I still reply in Chinese okay! I just take a little longer to reply. The way Bling bade me goodbye was pretty damn funny. I love the moderners <3
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Omg. Have to model impromtu for a fashion show tmrw. Scary but exciting.
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Quoted from Rlim's blog 'She's a spaghetti girl. Straight until wet.' Hahaha! Freaking hilarious please!

No, actually I'm just really bruised from dancing. My huge bruise is grossing me out. I look abused. But Sab said that Aznita's bruise is the same size as mine so I shant complain. I feel like changing Cry lyrics to 'My feet are gone, not spinning round..' Cause at that part we're supposed to do something that'll make our feet hit the ground or smtg causing my feet to bruise badly too. But it's numb to the pain already. I can do that feet thing with one hand without wincing. Yay. I can't wait for dance tmrw. I shall sleep once my dinner has been fully digested :)
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Fire ants spell your name on my driveway ) Made with Love says:
I can't live without jan in school
Fire ants spell your name on my driveway ) Made with Love says:
Cause school sux
Fire ants spell your name on my driveway ) Made with Love says:
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Hahah aww, Jan i miss you ):
Awww. Can you believe Den said that? And yesterday when I met her during the concert she said, "Jan!! I MISS YOU SO MUCH, surprisingly." Hahaha.
Diet plan to detox and eat low-calorie and high in protein foods is working well so far. (It's only been a meal.) Imma work much harder. Gotta save money too. Bye lovelies.

Seriously! Haha. Okay, Anyway, omg. I had dance on Thursday from 5 to 10pm. Then dance on Friday from 10am to 1.30pm. Then Dance today from 9am to 1pm and I left for ballet at 2.15 to 4.15pm. Going of for The Next Wave by NUS Dance Emsemble now. And dance trainings are everyday next week. I'm eating, sleeping and breathing dance. Yay. Okay. Very tired. Must learn from Kendy and drink red bull. Everyone come for Waves 13 okay! Byebye.
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Met Den and Yanyan at NUS. Didn't know you could meet so many people at dance concerts. Anw, concert was alright. My cousin danced well :) I liked the gay dance and the one where everyone wore black leotards with skirts and legging and the pas de deux. My mum doesn't want me to join NUS dance anymore after watching. Haha. Okay. Bye (once again)

Hello, I am stupid. (and very sickly). I spent USD 9 (excluding shipping charges and such) on a pair of ear studs that I do not want. I intended to buy my PB&J earrings because they're sooooooo bloody adorable.

But they were out of stock and I really felt like getting something for myself so I went to order sparkly tooth earrings instead.

STUPID RIGHT! Not as if I got a lot of money then no where to spend it lor!
And I'm super sick now. My face is swollen from sneezing so much. My nose was dripping like a tap during dance just now so I left early after coach Ryan left. I told Amanda that I wanted to get apple bottom jeans

But she says that I don't have apple bottoms D: FINEEEEE. Hahahaha. Been talking to Miles about the holga that I wanted to get - 120CFN. My dad doesn't allow cause he says why do you wanna pay to get a camera that takes lousy pictures and then you have to pay for the film and developing and all. And he said he'd rather get me a DSLR. So, he's getting me a DSLR. HAHAHAHA. Too bad, dad! Alright. I am going to bathe and sleep. I hate being sickly. And screw reports, srsly. They're such spoilers.
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Jan says:
oh btw, next week got dance everyday
jamie says:
then i can see you everyday! :D
Hahahaha! Aww! <3

I love happy endings.
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I happened to watch one episode of the 7pm show on channel 8. The guy, Charles, found out that he has breast cancer and is going to die. He admits to his boss, Meimei, that he is scared and she told him, 'Who isn't afraid of dying?'
Well, the answer to that question is my dad. He said something to me during the sermon in front of the congregation today which almost made me cry. Today's sermon is the last message of his series of messages on faith. So he was sharing about how he isn't afraid to die and he is ready to leave. And he says that if he lived till 80 years old, he would only have 1800 Sundays left to serve the Lord. Anyway, what he said to me was, 'When I die, the portrait of me is stored in my laptop. Save the picture into a cd and bring it to any photo shop. Just tell them that the photo is for funeral use and they will know what size to print it in. This is to make it so much easier for you. I know that when I leave, you will miss me. I will miss you too. But remember that the place where I'm going to is so much better than where we are living now and one day we will meet again at that place.' I can't believe he actually turned to face me in front of the entire congregation and said it. But he told me over dinner that some of the church members were tearing when he said it so I guess it impacted them.
Recently, God has been reminding me that life is only a temporary assignment. Psalm 39:4 says' "Show me, O LORD, my life's end and the number of my days; let me know how fleeting is my life.' My identity is in eternity and my homeland is heaven. It's not about 'having it all'.
'God is very blunt about the danger of living for the here and now and adopting the values, priorities, and lifestyles of the world around us. When we flirt with the temptations of this world, God calls it spiritual adultery.'
~The Purpose Driven Life.
God tells us not to get attached to this world because it's temporary. Earth is not our home. The end of life is not the end. At death you won't leave home - you'll go home.
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Sabrina is trying to kill me cause she's making me learn piano songs to play for her. Amanda is trying to kill me cause she wants me to come up with harmony for Take a Bow by Rihanna. Oh, and also cause she bought me the Grade 6 exam pieces and expects me to sight read them. They are both trying to kill me cause they want me to be the bassist for their new band. Tskkkkkkkkk.
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You're welcome, dear (:

Big Bang @ Zouk. The two malay freestyle dancers were dope! I saw a damn cute photographer. Omg. On the way home, Rlim and I were thinking of ways to pick him up.
Rlim: How about, 'Can I take a photo of you?' or 'Would you take a photo with me?'
Me: Haha. That's lame la.
Rlim: Can't think of better pickup lines la.
Me:Okay. How about, 'Your photos are nice but a photo with me would be nicer.'
Hahaha. And gay guys are hot pleaseeee. Dance rocked today. Very stretchy. I like. I like my dimple too. Hahaha. Okay, random.
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Floor the Love (Click to enlarge)

Just when I thought I've lost everyone, they all come back to me one by one. Turns out that they need me now for comfort and consolation. And I give it to them, when I can't even give it to myself, just so that I wouldn't lose them again. But once again when they're happy enough, they leave. Anyhow, I know I'll come out of this stronger. And I wanna thank those who came back without wanting anything.
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The Bible says that we're created for God's pleasure. However, we keep sinning and I can't even imagine how many times he's been hurt by me but yet he forgives us and loves us unconditionally. When Jesus died on the cross, it was as if he was saying, 'I love you this much! I'd rather die than live without you.' That's how much we matter to God. The Bible also says that partial obedience is disobedience. So if I read the Bible but I don't forgive those who've hurt me, it's disobedience. Yes, I'm ashamed. I'm sorry, Lord. I want God to smile at me like he smiled at Noah.
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Went to JE Macs with Aznita, Jamie and Sabrina after dance for MUDPIE! As usual, I was complaining about the stupid chilli sauce. Still don't understand why they changed it. It's their asset! They patent it! Just like their special straws. Hahahaha.
Aznita: I like sweet chilli.
Me: I don't like sweet stuff except mudpie.
Sabrina: You don't like me? :(
Hahahha! :D Am off to be entertained by Jeff Dunham :)

I thought staying up late will help me sleep better cause then I'll be too tired to think. But turns out that the insomnia's back so I can't sleep at all and I end up thinking more. On a lighter note, I'm going to take peeekchures with my mascot friend in green tights on Sundayyy! :D
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Lying to yourself isn't easy
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I need to be happier than you are.
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Thank you, Lucas <3
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I swear staying at home makes you feel like eating all the time. So now Cheryl and I have decided on impulse to have ice-cream waffles at Gelare :) Byeeee.

I hate the holidays. I have no life. I've been sleeping in the morning and waking up in the afternoon everyday. It's kinda like a good thing cause it makes my day seem shorter. Sigh. My body clock is screwed. And so is my diet. I've been having one meal a day but I'm not losing any weight. I'm so bored but I can't get a job because of dance. I guess the only thing I'm looking forward to this week is Big Bang @ Zouk this Saturday. Boring, boring life. Sigh. I hope Os, promos and As end faster so that my friends will have a life again. But then again, it's not like I have a life now. So I hope my friend's exams end so that I can have a life again. But I realised that when their exams end, school would have started for me. Oh yeah. Manda bought me a Grade 6 piano book for me to sight read and try to play at home since I've stopped my piano lessons. I guess this gives me something to do when I'm at home. Thanks, babe :)
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This is random but I miss Lucas. Where are you, PB? Catch up soon please.
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Friends don't get sick of each other.

I remember Den asking me to try her bf's Volcano Ramen soup cause it's really spicy and nice so I tried it and it was quite nice. So today when I was at Ajisen with Cheryl, Den and Dori, I ordered my Volcano Ramen and I expected it to be really spicy but it wasn't at all ): I even added Cheryl's chilli from her Volcano Ramen to my soup cause she took out her chilli and it wasn't spicy. Oh no, my taste buds are screwed ): Compare our soups:

That's mine of the left and Cheryl's on the right. The colours are so contrasting. And mine's still not spicy D:
Anw, after our Japanese meal, we had Hokkaido ice-cream. And Sea Salt Caramel is like Hokkaido Ice-cream Sex! I'm so addicted to it. I'm going to get another one. Yummmmmy :)
But Dori was pickpoketed today at Made With Love at PS ): She put her wallet in the front poket of her East Pak bagpack and 10 minutes later while we were going down the escalator, Cheryl pointed out that Dori's bag was unzipped. We went back to the shopped and talked to the boss and all and she helped to check the CCTV videos. While we were waiting for her, the guy working at the cafe inside offered to give us a drink on the house cause he felt sorry for Dori but we declined. I swear, he is so cute :) Haha. Then we came back with these cakes with tiny red hearts and icing sugar all over.

He's so sweeeeeettttt :) Awww. Hahaha. But the boss couldn't find evidence for us though.
Yeap. So Dori wants to warn all Eastpakers to beware of pickpockets. Thus, the title of this post. Oh, and speaking of bag packs, I fell in love with this one :)

And I also fell in love with this GapKids Jacket :)

Old picture I made last year: Feeling on top of the world.
Once again, I thank God for friends :) Friends have some detector thing. Their help/comfort comes immediately even when they don't know that you need it. Thank you, VSeow for making my day. And W too. I love you guys. So the moral of the story is, if you feel like sending a friend a greeting to just say hi or something, don't hesitate cause your friend might need it.
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I want to build a bear/bunny with Tori <3
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Starbucks Hot Chocolate with Hazelnut is DA SEX :]
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Jan says:
XX's new gf's name is Janice! Hahaha.
Jan says:
I find it quite funny
Andrew says:
LOL
Andrew says:
yea it is haha
Jan says:
Hahaha
Jan says:
FINALLY SOMEONE WHO AGREES WITH ME!
Jan says:
No one thinks it's funny
Jan says:
Haha
Andrew says:
lol
Andrew says:
not funny meh
Andrew says:
it s like
Andrew says:
if ur new bf's name is YY

Hahahahaha. Andrew is damn funny :)